Dreams Are an odd little thing.

i've been neglecting this a little bit so illl start again.

my name is pugwash

i just broke up with my girlfriend of nearly two years because it was the right thing to do by me and by her.

i know its what i want because last night after i didi it i had a dream.

i was at uni i spent my day in lectures and the following week i had a readin week because it was my younger sisters prom and i promised to to see her in her dresses and what not so i was nipping home for a few days, i phoned my father because he would be expecting me back at his flat that night (this will be where i'm staying during my time at uni.)

i told him i was going to be home tonight because i will be going to dinner tonight and it will take to long to get home so ill stay at the GF's house,  ( i've adopted this saying to refer to my partner even though i have no idea why)

i then walked from my uni into some shops, picked up some odd things like flamingo food and a dinosaur egg, (its a dream gimme a break). and went to the restuarant to meet my gf.

i dont know who she is or was but it wasn't the girl i'd spent the last two years with.

but i was happy.

My name is Pugwash
I'm single (have been for less than 24 hours)

show some love.
and if bubba you by some chance read this.
you were happy to.

you'll never know what you did to me

you may be sorry or apoligise for your behaivour but you didn't see was left of me

have your hopes have your dreams but this isn't some stupid soap or stupid chick flick sometimes your behaivour will cause pain will hurt people and as a result th ey will no longer trust you.

no one is leaving you behind people are just getting on with thier lives and maybe your not?

have fun on your holiday

i want to make movies but i want to make movies that show how relationships really work

sometimes the dream magic happy ending happens i've seen it

but you've burnt that bridge a long time ago.






Ginge will always be special to me cause i've known her for 7 years more than you.

and i love my girlfriend more than i ever loved you. and i still love her more every single day

you think you know?

for you infomation
thats not a moped
its a sports bike
thats not a shit bike
thats a cared for, looked after,
dream of a piece of a machine

Single cylinder, two-stroke, 6 speed, 3.2 gallons

that is transport
that is fun
that is like a mechanical brother


your BOYFRIEND owns a bike
YOUR BOYFRIEND wastes a bike
a 1000cc godly piece of machinery he wastes on 30 mph roads because he like the sound it makes and how girls look at him when he turns up to the party.

wheres mine? oh i park it round my girlfriends so i don't get it scratched or damaged when people get drunk and try and sit on it,

why dont i hve my full licencse?
it cost 600 pounds i dont have and you mock me because of it.
then want my money cause you want a piece of cake and you skint?

more importantly my bike is percy

and he is a hell of a lot more to me then you are.
i love you percy
you've done by me well


(PS i've nearly died 3 times on that bike twice my life was saved because of my decent jacket.

leather might look cool it might not tear but it's not forgiving.

you crash you will break something you will damage the jacket beyond repair or use.

oh mine? its a fabric material designed and manifatured to keep me alive

and here's the kicker

two life threatening accidents: me and my jacket? no scratches)

i pray to god he crashes after he drops you off

cause then i can say i told you so

well i never

my sisters just achieved something i didnt think possible

they broke a antique bannister

but on the upside i'm making a collection of videos with clever and funny peoples

its going to be awesome XD

i'm having a excellent amount of fun

and i miss mimsi XD

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