My ex has moved on, my life is quiet as anything but then last night i threw a party, what this meant was a group of my closest friends all having a lot to drink and most interestingly, hanging out (we all were in the hottub and at one point i'm pretty sure i saw a friends testicles)
anyway, there was one girl there, shes smart funny sweet and beautiful, and people tried to convince me to go for it.
to go for it is the expression used as a suggestion in attempting to pull/bang a girl.
what this does mean however is me trying to be a chraming sexy beauty of a man.
so as you can see i didnt do it.
i struggle to understand how girls and guys behave. my ex since we broke up (as rumours inform me) has been with at least three guys.
girls can do whatever they would like to do, if i had done this or if anyguy in my circumstances had done it they would be socially shunned discommunicated and on the whole, hated.
so what can i do about that?
i'm stuck at doing the right thing, i cant be the only one who begins to feel that the right thing to do, gets me periodically and ulitmately screwed.
I'm going to the pub later, my ex and her possible new fella will be there, what am i going to do later?
whatever the right thing i guess.
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