Counting Sheep (i)

what do you do when sleep alludes you?

in 10 hours 27 minutes and roughly 30 seconds (although i suspect this would somewhat decrease by the time i have completed this blog.) i am meeting my new girlfriend's mother. and i'm nervous.

which means I cant sleep. 

now my mother when she cant sleep at three in the morning has be known to make surplus cups of tea, eat incredible amounts of cookies, cakes and on one occasion a eggtart.

my sister maddie reads chapter upon chapters of silly twlight spawned novels of zombies being in love or vampirse who attend a night school along side humans who are yet to turn into vampires and become trainee vampires, called vampyres. i think.

my other sister bex spends hours on her phone, but isnt actually tlking to anyone. or hours on youtube.

my stepdad checks his emails, then goes to sleep.

my dad falls asleep wacthing tele,on the floor. on a sunday, at 3pm, in his pajamas. his concept of not being able to sleep is cause i kick him as i am trying to get throught the lounge to make a sandwich.

I've tried counting sheep.
i've tried milk.
i've tried youtube.
ive read three chapters already. (seriously Game of Thrones get on it.)
i've checked my emails.
i cant sleep on the floor so....


what do you do when you cant sleep?

500 views! (add of summer) ((and Lyricism 3))

 

Brick By Boring Brick: Paramore

 

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out

But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick
or the wolf's gonna blow it down


 

Dirty Little Secret: All American Rejects

 

 

Who has to know?

When we live such fragile lives

It's the best way we survive

I go around a time or two

Just to waste my time with you

Dance Dance: Fall Out Boy  

You always fold just

Before you're found out

Drink up, it's last call, last resort

But only the first mistake and
I'm two quarters and a heart down

And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds

These words are all I have so I'll write them

So you need them just to get by

New Perspective: Panic!

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face

 

Ready to Go ; Panic!

 

 

You got these little things that you've been running from

You either love it or guess you don'

tYou're such a pretty thing to be running from anyone

A vision with nowhere to go
So tell me right now, you think you're ready for it

I wanna know why you got me going

So let's go, we'll take it outta here

I think I'm ready to leap,

I'm ready to live

I'm ready to go


 

 

 



the ex-communicated members of pugwash's crew

there are so many of them


i sometiems wonder if i will manage to keep anyone

but then i think fuck it they were not worth the trouble

Why i Play Video Games

GET ME MY SHOTGUN AND THREE KEGS OF WHISKY

THAT BASTARD IS DESERTING AND I AM GOING AFTER HIM

this is why i stop playing video games at half 1 in the morning i spuyrt struff like this

WHERES THE WHISKEY?
This is why i start again at 10 inthe morning.

what did you do today?

 

 

WELL

I started Off late.

Couldnt find my oyster card

Wandered around canary wharf trying to find the jubilee station.

did two circles and found a magic place where business folk play pingpong

 

 

Went to Baker Street and Visited Sherlock holmes

 

I know. just dont say it.

 

 

 

Walked from bakerloo along regent street

 looking at all the pretty christmas stuff

 

Got Distracted in a toy shop

got molested by the hulk

 

Continued down regewnt street singing the tweleve days of christmas

got confused by fake snow and a drunk balloon

 

ended up at saint james park

Stealth Squirrel attacked us  

 

Visted the queen

she wouldnt let me in

soemthing about a corgi

*clap*

something about a corgi

 

i did all this with this girl

who i vry much like a lot

*clap*

very

 

not bad for a first date

 



my mum always told me...

violence is wrong and you should never throw the first punch

but if it comes to it then make sure you throw the second or third

nervous. really?

today i was going to ask a girl if we are going to officialise our relationship


i got shy and chickened out

#REALLLLLLY BEN

The ex-communicated members of Pugwash's crew

there are a few people who i have actively taken offence to,

i have added on to my list a man of late because of his behaivour.

my issue lies in the high ground as one man Kon. he hated his course and tried to join our criminology and criminal pyschology, but was rejected and ultimately had to return home to canada because there was no room on our course.

A memebr of my crew who has a space on the course has....

missed over 50% of his lectures
not completd any seminar work
not revised for any exams
handed his essay in 20 minutes bofre the deadline after i helped himfor two weeks to complete it.
scraped a pass by hitting the required score right on the head.

he wastes his space when kon has to uproot his life all over again.

He is excommuncated. good luck without my help.

schedule for tonight

two blogs going out tonight

i want to hit 500 views by the end of the week

I did switch off at gillmore girls

2 years?

20 years?

things are still early yet cissy

NOW I KNOW

just being able to argue with you like we are such close friends despite barely seeing is great.


BUT ILL STILL THROW DOWN AND KICK YOUR ARSE

And i'm.... Lyricism (2)

I posts about my mood using lyrics that i listen to,

my song collection is vast but what i actually listen to varies on my mood on life not that point in time, but on life in full.
and I try to tell a story of whats been happening.
see if you can get read it.

All Time Low: Forget About It

True, I'm a walking disaster

They told you to stay away

Seems like I'm making

A deal with the devil

Who's whispering softly to me

 Are you sure that she's the one?

'Cause I feel Like a bad joke

Walk the tight rope

To hold on to you

Was it real?

 Or a love scene,

  From a bad dream

 

Fun: We Are Young

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I’ll carry you home tonight

 

All American Rejects: Move Along

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking

When you fall everyone sins

Another day and you've had your fill of sinking

With the life held in yourHands are shaking cold

These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me

 

 

 

Bellowhead: New York Girls

 

 

When I awoke next morning, I had an aching head
And there was I Jack all alone, stark naked in me bed
My gold watch and my money and my lady friend were gone
And there was I Jack all alone, stark naked in the room

So sailor lads, take warning when you land on New York shore
You'll have to get up early to be smarter than a whore


 

Fall Out Boy: This aint' a scene, its an arms race

 

All the boys who the dance floor didn't love

And all the girls whose lips couldn't move fast enough

Sing until your lungs give out

 

Trian: Soul Sister

 

 

  I knew I wouldn't forget you

And so I went and let you

Blow my mind
Your sweet moonbeam

The smell of you in every

Single dream I dream

I knew when we collided

You're the one I have decided

Who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister

Ain't that mister mister

On the radio, stereo

The way you move ain't fair, you know

Hey soul sister

I don't wanna miss

A single thing you do

Tonight

 

Micheal Buble: Feeling good

 

 

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

 

And I'm Feeling good...



Well, Do you?

Is it possible to detect lies with a single indicator?  If not, why not?

People might inhibit several indicators

some will fidget while others might look away, do you know your own indicators?

Do you know other peoples? Those close to you?

Condemnation Of The Condemners.

Who is to blame for your actions?

Crime is the breaking of a law set out by the governing body in a nation.
In terms of society Crime is the deviant act the breaks away from the values of a society.

But on a day to day basis are you deviant? 
Do you go out your way to hurt people ? do you listen to "stolen" music on your ipod? do you try an cheat your train fare to cost you less?

by all means these acts are deviant because in a society they are considered illegal or "morally illegal"

i have many theories about life, more specifically, about people. People are good, i believe in all of them. they are good. every last of them but i do believe in some cases, that people have a evil that cannot be settled. these people are

Condemnation of the condemners.
The offenders or deviants maintain that those who condemn their offense are doing so purely out of spite, or are shifting the blame off of themselves unfairly.

they do it because they believe that people would expect it from them. or because out of spite

Denial of the victim. The deviant believes that the victim deserved whatever action the deviant committed.

this one is explains itself really.

Denial of injury. The offender insists that their actions did not cause any harm or damage.

actually I think they do not care more then they simply do not belive they will cause harm.


Thing is people like this are what you would call, Deviants, but by all means. i am a deviant because these people draw this from response

Appeal to higher loyalties. The deviant suggests that his or her behaviour was for the greater good, with long term consequences that would justify their actions, such as protection of a friend.

these people are what are called bitches players douches whores sluts
these are the mean girls the jocks the bullies.

these are student evil.

god help you if ou come across me.

what to write.... what to write...

sometimes i find myself unable to blog purely because i have no experiance or anything interesting to say but sometimes just sometimes,

i am too tired


tonight by all means is that night i have spent the day helping out a film crew on their project so i am exhausted HOWEVER

i have a party tommorrow WOOP WOOP its time for a party!

Cause everybody talks....:lyricism (1)

Panic!At The Disco - This is Halloween

Boys and girls of every age
Wouldn't you like to see something strange?
Come with us and you will see
This, our town of Halloween

Neon Tree - Everybody Talks

 

It started with a whisper.... and that is when i kissed her...

untill my lips hurt

everybody talks everbody talks...

to much.

 

We are Kings - Say You Like me

She's the girl that no one ever knows.
And I say hi, but she's too shy to say hello.
She's just waiting for that one to take her hand
And shake her up.
I bet I could.

I wish my heart was always on her mind.
'Cause she's on mine like all day, all the time.
Forget me not, forget me now.
I’ve come too far to turn around.
I’m here tonight.

 

Youmeatsix - The Dilemma





 

Let me tell you a story bout' a boy and a girl,
A very different version than you've ever heard.
Ok so I'm lying but all I'm trying to say,
This isn't about the one that got away.

 

 

Ok Go - Here it goes again



 

 

Just when you think that you're in control,
just when you think that you've got a hold,
just when you get on a roll,
here it goes, here it goes, here it goes again.

 

 

Train - Sing together



 



If I go before I say to everyone in my ballet
Let me take this chance to thank you for the dance

 

Sing together
If you knew me from the very start,
Or we met last week at the grocery mart
Just sing together
It's the least that I can do
My final gift to you

 

Train - This'll Be My Year

 

No more
Countin' down the hours
No more
Wishin' you were here
I stopped believin',
Although Journey told me 'don't'
Before I call it a day,
Maybe this'll be my year

 

 Cause everybody talks, everybody talks

To much.

 

 

 

 

 



new project

I will write a post about my mood using lyrics that i listen to,

my song collection is vast but what i actually listen to varies on my mood on life not that point in time, but on life in full.


*EDIT*

and tell a story of my time of late.

:D

YOU ARE CRAZZZY

ALL OF YOU HOW DID I NOT SEE IT SOONER.