A late night drunk post.

i may rweturn in the moring and repair any mistakes i have made spelling wise but all in all this is what your getting.


Tonight was a great night i drank i laughed i had fun.
but my actions resulted in people i care about getting hurt and i was so angry and upset i had to leave where i was and only had a very small window of opptunity to do so.

My phone dead, y clothes covered in booze and my way home somewhat messed up i managed to return to my flat.

nowi know it was selfish.
i know it was stupud but i neededmy dad.
i needed my dad
i needed to be home.

i needed to be able to clear ny head

i needed to fight that arsehole and hurt my hand

i needed to com e home and blog.

i was told i wasnt welcome in the only place i truely consider to be the home of my family. It hurt me deeper theni ever could imagine so i had to go home. i cannot express that anymore then i can through this.

i love all of them EVERYLASTONE.

but they hurt me. so im home two hours early of closing a day before i was planning too.