Tuesday, 2 July 2013

what should i blog more of?

me?
my views?
geeky stuff?
my stories?

hmm time will tell.
or tweet me @CaptainBPugwash


things i often say.

Im still Pugwash, followed by a cheeky smile. 

when i see someone i havent seen for a little while i often say hey im still Ben/pugwash/benji/puggy any variation of my name. but why do i do that?

im goofy
im cheeky 
i say stupid things 
i know i say stupid things while saying them and then back pedal
i love my family 
i work hard
i care about a lot of people 
i belivbe in doing the stupid thing for the right thing 
my moral code is key to my life.

and i am stupid. and will always do the right thing. despite how much it will hurt.

but whats different? 
im bigger (height and shoulders are much bigger)
more scars (i wish to say that its all deep and meaningful metaphoric but i have cut my head open a couple times.
I write very good erotica 
i host a radio show 
i say stupid things
im more open about sex and having fun 

i remembered im 20 years old and doing what makes me happy more regularly.
i likein london. 







OH Im still a geek.

Wednesday, 26 June 2013

Im such a little girl


over due (ii)

My cheek: im a cheeky chap i believe in making jokes and poking fun and saying the wrong thing at the wrong time
My Family: they are my world
My friends: are my family (see above)
My life rules: i have many and will right many of them into blog posts

The most important: you regret the things you don't do not the things you choose to do

A Little Poem For You All

10 Days in the Countryside 
9 Nights in the Family Home 
8 Games of Worms Revolution 
7 Rounds of a Pub Quiz 
6 Close Friends 
5 Days With Alex M
4 Table Legs Taken 
3 Fish bowls 
2 Movies 
1 Trip to Kent 



Sunday, 9 June 2013

Who am i? (i)

Well this is going to be a long one and i think i might break down this down into parts today.

Name: Benjamin Joshua Pugwash Collins Jones
Age : 20
Current Education: University Of Greenwich - Criminology And Criminal Psychology
Relationship Status: Single.
Work: Yes.

Personality: i am a laid-back relaxed funny caring odd geeky silly immature yet intelligent and mature responsible young man.

i hate writing that part, who am i? im a fool, i don't like extensive plans, i rely on my gut or "instincts" in everything i do.

I have three parents:

My Dad; i get my looks sense of humor and voice from him, some parts of personality.
My Mum; My moral code, my bluntness and my sense of right,
My Step dad; More personality traits and my work ethic.

i believe in angels, and i work hard i write and im a geek.

The geekiness is on par with Leonard from the big bang theory, this is not something i regret or am ashamed off.

i love films comics video games and everything geeky from science to history. this is a big part of personalty and a big deal for me. i despise the "im such a geek i love video games" and only play one game or candy-crush or some shit. i hate the "im such a nerd i love batman clark kent is sooooo cool" fucking idiots. im not a geek because i want to be. im a geek because i appreciate how much time and effort goes into the creation of that one tree in the background of a video game. because i love to be enveloped into the story line of a comic or because i love the attachment i get to characters that i know aren't real but if they die i get upset, even in the odd video game i have sworn vengeance on the death of a loved character.

i love history because it  ogles my mind what people did and because i have a code of "honor and right" that i have been described as one of a knight or samurai or a squire or a sheriff or a solider or so many examples. i do things because they are the right thing to do.
They might hurt.
they might have negative consequences.
but i regret none.

the next one tomorrow will cover
My cheek
My Family
My life rules
My friends.

PS. I like sex. Casual, aggressive, intense, meaningful, life affirming, naughty, filthy, experimental sex.
i wasn't quite sure were to fit this  into the series...

who am i? (draft)

this a blog title of a work in progress is the reason ive not been blogging of late.

itll be out later today, hopefully