things i often say.

Im still Pugwash, followed by a cheeky smile. 

when i see someone i havent seen for a little while i often say hey im still Ben/pugwash/benji/puggy any variation of my name. but why do i do that?

im goofy

im cheeky 

i say stupid things 

i know i say stupid things while saying them and then back pedal

i love my family 

i work hard

i care about a lot of people 

i belivbe in doing the stupid thing for the right thing 

my moral code is key to my life.

and i am stupid. and will always do the right thing. despite how much it will hurt.

but whats different? 

im bigger (height and shoulders are much bigger)

more scars (i wish to say that its all deep and meaningful metaphoric but i have cut my head open a couple times.

I write very good erotica 

i host a radio show 

i say stupid things

im more open about sex and having fun 

i remembered im 20 years old and doing what makes me happy more regularly.

i likein london. 

OH Im still a geek.