I have probably lost my summer job to my ex her brother and her bf.
i have the bare scratchings of money to live off.
i want to do some great stuff next year.
I'm off to buy a lottery ticket. its my best chance.
Saturday, 29 December 2012
well that Escalated
one of the good guys back in kent had been with his gf for 4 years when she choose to end it this morning before they both went to work.
he in short is distraught, he can barely think he hurts and i have never heard him so emotional as he is right now.
he loves at home with his mum and attends the same university as his now ex.
they both were best friends and i thought were the only relationship that would survive the university change of life. i thought they would survive as they both were intellectually the same emotionally and perosnality wise, they just meshed perfectly.
a few weeks ago i had a conversation with the (now) ex and she asked me alot of questions about my break up with my ex as she asked, how did you know? What did you think about the time you had spent together? were you scared to waste it? i just said i did what was right for both of us and decided that it wasnt wasted but staying together wen i didnt feel the same was going to be wasted.
three weeks later after the holidays are out the way (they both have never traditionally celebrated new years massively) they have broken up. i am not saying its my fault.
but for His sake i hope i wasnt what pushed her over the edge.
because she is copying what i did word for word, action for action.
And I can see how it hurts.
Sorry Tash.
he in short is distraught, he can barely think he hurts and i have never heard him so emotional as he is right now.
he loves at home with his mum and attends the same university as his now ex.
they both were best friends and i thought were the only relationship that would survive the university change of life. i thought they would survive as they both were intellectually the same emotionally and perosnality wise, they just meshed perfectly.
a few weeks ago i had a conversation with the (now) ex and she asked me alot of questions about my break up with my ex as she asked, how did you know? What did you think about the time you had spent together? were you scared to waste it? i just said i did what was right for both of us and decided that it wasnt wasted but staying together wen i didnt feel the same was going to be wasted.
three weeks later after the holidays are out the way (they both have never traditionally celebrated new years massively) they have broken up. i am not saying its my fault.
but for His sake i hope i wasnt what pushed her over the edge.
because she is copying what i did word for word, action for action.
And I can see how it hurts.
Sorry Tash.
Friday, 28 December 2012
Lets Have a Update.
one of my best friends (or actually my best friend but if you tell her ill kill you) has started a blog! Its brilliant!
I've been ill for nearly 2 days now and have spent it texting this new found blogger for over a day (shes kept me sane)
ive seen three good films (for the first time) in total its been like 5 (8 films)
The Raid: a martial arts action film made up of nearly 80 asians beating the shit out each other,
The Remake of Total Recall: i prefer the orginal but this remake is on a new scale of good.
Friends with Kids: Flat out parental Romcom as t is about late 20's early 30 somethings falling for each other, very enjoyable a "feel good film"
but i cannot wait to go to uni and see the people that i have found a special place for.
and i dont know if to hit them or hug them.
ill get back to you on it.
at this point it is very much hug.
and as quite an obvious streal from this new bloggers profile
http://notsoaliceinwonderland.blogspot.co.uk/
I've been ill for nearly 2 days now and have spent it texting this new found blogger for over a day (shes kept me sane)
ive seen three good films (for the first time) in total its been like 5 (8 films)
The Raid: a martial arts action film made up of nearly 80 asians beating the shit out each other,
The Remake of Total Recall: i prefer the orginal but this remake is on a new scale of good.
Friends with Kids: Flat out parental Romcom as t is about late 20's early 30 somethings falling for each other, very enjoyable a "feel good film"
but i cannot wait to go to uni and see the people that i have found a special place for.
and i dont know if to hit them or hug them.
ill get back to you on it.
at this point it is very much hug.
and as quite an obvious streal from this new bloggers profile
http://notsoaliceinwonderland.blogspot.co.uk/
Wednesday, 26 December 2012
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Last one for the night
i'm nearly at 1000 views but only 3 followers. i dont know who else is reading this but if you could. post a message. tweet me . its @CaptainBPugwash i want to personnaly thank you.
(if gracie could tweet this out i would be grateful)
(if gracie could tweet this out i would be grateful)
Not sure
what that last blog as about it was just a bit of a vague ramble.
But the last three people i mentioned at the end i doubt you'l read this but you have made my 2012 and i cant wait to start at uni again to see you smiling faces and silly grins to know i am in for a bullying of a lifetime.
i love you three. Thank you.
But the last three people i mentioned at the end i doubt you'l read this but you have made my 2012 and i cant wait to start at uni again to see you smiling faces and silly grins to know i am in for a bullying of a lifetime.
i love you three. Thank you.
Do you ever?
Look at yourself and think what the hell am i doing?
i am singing Adele with my family having just done a murder mystery night, i'm wearing one of my six onesises (my superman one) and blogging at half 11 at night.
Other then it being pretty awesome i had a great think about what i look like. and what kind guy i am.
i am singing Adele with my family having just done a murder mystery night, i'm wearing one of my six onesises (my superman one) and blogging at half 11 at night.
Other then it being pretty awesome i had a great think about what i look like. and what kind guy i am.
This is not me.
thisis Ryan Gosling in the brilliantly entertaining, Stupid Crazy Love.
he is swarve sexy and a player.
This is me.
or this
And this.
Tbh i am most like The character Scott pilgrim when it comes to it.
when it comes to girls.
When it comes to trying to get my message across.
Or simply becuase of my video game obession.
In my group i would be the "third Attractive one" of the guys (out of four) and i am a best friend not a boyfriend material. and it is somewhat disheartening but at the same time.
i am one of a group of 4 who are near enough perfect group who i get lucnh with every tuesday
Jess
Vicky
Elliott
Chances are your not reading this but your awesome.
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