one of the good guys back in kent had been with his gf for 4 years when she choose to end it this morning before they both went to work.
he in short is distraught, he can barely think he hurts and i have never heard him so emotional as he is right now.
he loves at home with his mum and attends the same university as his now ex.
they both were best friends and i thought were the only relationship that would survive the university change of life. i thought they would survive as they both were intellectually the same emotionally and perosnality wise, they just meshed perfectly.
a few weeks ago i had a conversation with the (now) ex and she asked me alot of questions about my break up with my ex as she asked, how did you know? What did you think about the time you had spent together? were you scared to waste it? i just said i did what was right for both of us and decided that it wasnt wasted but staying together wen i didnt feel the same was going to be wasted.
three weeks later after the holidays are out the way (they both have never traditionally celebrated new years massively) they have broken up. i am not saying its my fault.
but for His sake i hope i wasnt what pushed her over the edge.
because she is copying what i did word for word, action for action.
And I can see how it hurts.
Sorry Tash.
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