i have no fucking clue what i am doing, sometimes i find myself in some level of control my work is okay my grades are okay and im not at all concerned, i have my social life sorted i miss so many people. but i'm homesick. i miss how simple things were. i miss eastbourne i miss my old friends and i miss just fooling around in drama because i could.
i got a random phone call from a very old very close friend, we go weeks or even months without speaking but we can meet up after all this time and sit in a train station drink hot choclate and its like no time has passed at all.
she phoned me to tell me that she had slipped and was in A&E (i believe she cracked her wrist).
i felt the world refocus and the balance was restored. because she needed me and i was able to listen and i will always do that for her.
there is a forever stamp somewhere on this friendship. especially as her other bestie is a bit of a tool.
but i need to restore my balance because everything is fine.
but i havent a fucking clue what i am doing in all seriousness
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